Wedding dress

I would argue
Then you would cry
As you’re struggling, I would only get stronger
My heartaches behind these shadows
My face brightens up as I see your smile
I worry that you might notice my feelings
And I get scared that the gap between us would widen
I hold my breath
Then I bite my lips
Then I pray that she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

You, who never understood my feelings
Because of that, I ended up despising you
Then I wished a misfortune upon you
But now, my eyes are dry
I try to talk to you but I realized that I’m alone
Every night, I would look back and think
If I already knew the results
Then I close my eyes
Then I dream an endless dream
Then I pray she would leave his side.

Baby, please don’t hold those hands
Cuz you should be my lady
Please look at me, I’ve been waiting all this time.

Once the music ends, you’ll be with him forever
I prayed and prayed that this day wouldn’t come
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore
The wedding dress you once wore

By all means, be happy with him
So I can move on
Please erase me out of your heart
Although I tried my best but, no oh~

I’ve been living the lies for too long
Yet, she would look at me and smile.




taken from:
http://minsarang.wordpress.com/2009/11/13/lyrics-tae-yang-wedding-dress-kor-rom-eng/

心里不舒服。

i dunno if i'm thinking too much ?

or if its the fact that i stand to have a chance?.

theres too many differences between us but i still end up getting attracted to you.

i always think that i can't be matched up with you.
even since those few years back i had the feeling that i couldn't match up to your standards.

you think that education is important for me..

i think that pursueing my happiness is the most important.

i wanna dote on you.
you seem to be very reluctant.

we like different things

It always appeared to me that i could never grab hold of your interest to being around me .

i think that there's a barrier around you
it's like you seem to be neglecting how i feel about you.

I think its hard for things to remain as it is .

its now time to let things begin or let things end once and for all..
but i don't know if i am thinking too much .

Went to harry's today:)

Yeah went to harry's with roseLyn and Sam today...Hahz..skipped pool training again...before we went to harry's had to bloody wait for Chen yan ting for so long lo...hot oso de lo.den on de way i seriously thought i got all of us lost so in case we were we stopped at far east to shop for Sam and rose's stuffs and i learned that if u went shopping with pretty girls ...u get to see more pretty girls :)Hahz...den Sam bought bikini's and rose bought specs and den we prepared to go harry's once again..but we cab-ed dere...LOL...when we were in the cab rose tried to get the uncle to ject me but the uncle jitao dao her like siao..!haha...den when we reached dere ,filled up a application form and den the manager den come say have to confirm with the office den can let the two of dem work:)Hahz...funny day man...lol after that i ended up at wen's house and right now am blogging with my phone...awesome man.!

friday sucks with tests after school

damn suckie day..
theres UT after sch
den end up i didnt even study for it
went ahead to do the UT but didnt knw a crap...
LOL
try here try dere...
end up
didnt even finished
and hey
wah damn no mood
lol
i think i'm gonna work with yong wei at the pub alr...but not sure sia
lol
scar-ly cannot juggle two jobs at the same time .
LOL

幸福

我很幸福

因为我常在你身边

这样就够了。

小事始终是小事，如果我常告诉你所有的小事，累计起来就会是个大事。所以我从来就不会告诉你我任何事。
我宁愿一个人看你高兴也不告诉你我一个人在伤心这种小事。

love is ...?

LOVE is long suffering
is kind
is free of jealous , envy and pride.

LOVE does not display unseemly behavior
is unselfish,
is not touchy , fretful or resentful,
takes no account of the evil done to it.

LOVE hates evil.
is associated with honesty.

LOVE protects
trusts
hopes
preseveres.

LOVE triumphs.

LOVE is greater than either faith or hope.

LOVE is u...

guess its not me thou...LOL

so so boring

DAMN it la...zzzz
i hate to go to sch in the morning ,,,
makes me so slpy..
wah damn cb wan
stanley showed me a video of a china guy go beat a china pregnant lady in macdonalds in china all because of a McCurly...
ccb
the woman pregnant lei
then he zham him like free wan bodoh..
sibei cb
made me wanna fly to china go wack the bugger la..
sibei fuck wan lei
first the melamine . now pregnant lady...
i wonder wad's next lo...
they bring back emperor ruling...zzz
sibei fuck wan ...
ROAR
sibei sian....

its been so long since then

omg
i think
i damn long too lazy to blog about stuffs already
zzz


i think its just the lazy clutches of evil demons....
lol


IDK
lazy la


damn bored thats why i rather blog around,


i am currently drinking at wen's hse
damn
drinking made me think of u
bloody facebook thingy
made me think about her...
that retard

crap


haiz


wad to do
only can get drunk now and forget about it when i wake up


i think this pass 9 mths plus
i
learnt how to - speak simple simple french
- got a new class
- started to like wearing suits.
- decided to carry on learning boxing!
- rest my leg
lol
retarded long time to think about wad to do with my life when i was already doing them without thinking...LoL

RICH MAN

haha
a rich man made fun of me being poor last nite
haha
too bad i poor lo
money makes the world go round eh but u knw ah
if u use ur parents hard earned money to act as ur own ah den think that u can use it to compare to a poor dude whose family's been poor ah then smth is wrong man
i mean hey i dunno how u got ur money ah
but i can sae i got mine thru hard work ah...i splurge but i am splurging my own hard earned money...i dun have to take from my parents to act like i'm a rich kid...
and for god's sake la
u're alr 20 yrs old and we're in the 21st century ...
i retained but eh...its like i took a yrs break b4 going in to a poly
i no money but eh...i never asked ur gf to treat me...she or u may frame me...but we all knw .. .
maybe she did...but hey i can sae its like once in a while u do shit stuffs
so at least i treated her back...
wad did u do?
bring my gd fren into the picture and use him to lie so as to let u win ah?
pls la boy boy
20 yrs old liao...tell lies oso dunno how to use a more realistic lie...i think u need lying lessons from an old fren of mine from me and ur gf's secondary sch...oh and that dude oso used to woo her and i was the following dude in line to try to woo her...:)
u loser...
just need to becareful u dun get beaten up in a club again ah .. .
u never knw how smart u kind of rich ppl maybe at times man... well
as to all who dunno, this is all talking about sharon quah's bf mr .tay
yes he insulted me being poor and claims that i'm dumb cause i retained..
wad to do...ppl rich wad...can sae wad ever he want...can even get beaten up in club for dunno wad reason oso...haiz...thk god i'm poor man:]

happy valentines day

Its de day that i get reminded by all those people that have flowers in their hands .
hey hey hey,
i still got no date for valentines man
not that i dun want 1 ...
but i just dun
i think its cuz i still like the same person?
maybe ?
but its impossible i think?
haha
so i have to enjoy singlehood even on such a day...
anyways. . .happy valentines day y'all

兄弟

we met in the court

we fought in the court

we had fun in the court

we lost on the court

we joked on the court

we shine like kings together on the court

you trained me on the court

you taught me on the court

you played against me on the court

i saw u win on the court

i saw u lose on the court

i played with u on the court

now u can't be on the court no more

now u can't teach me no more

now i won't see u no more

but i rmbed wad u taught me

i rmbed how u pushed me

i rmbed how u would motivate me

i will play like u on the court

i will play for u on the courts

i will play with u in my heart on the court

thk u brother

we were a brotherhood

and in the brotherhood

no one gets forgottened

trust me

i'll still aim to overtake u

only now my aim has gotten alittle higher

i have to

because i knw u'll be going up dere

so i have to aim higher than heavens to win u

just u watch me do it

the whole brotherhood will do it

u just sit dere and watch us do it.

we can

we will

wait for us to do it my brother!

rest in peace Zi yu

u were a great teacher,u were a great motivator, u were a great joker, u were a great baller and u'll always be a great fren

we will miss u and we all love u

take care brother

love song

listening to love song now...
after so long neva post
so lazy to write
sian
now smth happened
more sian
sian sian sian
haiz
lucky holidaes soon !!



let go and grab on to smth...
dun juz hang on for the stubborness
let go and get hold of smth better, smth that u can get hold of
sons-of-a-bitch
i am letting go
not gonna hold on....
flirtatious ass bitches...
worst then the lims(ask me for translation...not really about the surename.)
bleah
sick of thinking bout it...
gonna vomit my guts out soon...

changs birthday

itsCHANG'S BIRTHDAY !!!
just finished giving him de bashing of the year and omg !
we had so much fun man!!
haha
we smashed cake
we dao pok-ed him
we played with the disgusting sparkling juice
we sang him two b'dae songs!
haha



b4 dat went to bedok jetty to fish with GJ, dianne and weini
we spent like half de dae dere and we only caught 1 miserable fish la
but it was moderate in size and erhmm
i caught the fishie!!
haha

den half way eugene came to meet us...dun knw for wad reason la but WTH
he got a car man!!
like the ccar 1 mth old liao!!
haha
JEALOUS DE LO!!!

haiz
if only my fmily was in the bah gua business...
den i'll have my own car now too man,,,.,.,
haha




dats all for today babes






ciaossu~~!!

long time neva post man

woah!!
long time haven't been updating my blog
its still alive but the author is too lazy to blog
haha

i think the most interesting thing that happened to me in my blog absence is that i went to my mom's clinic's doctor's hse to have a post christmas dinner and it was AWESOME~!!

my god the dude's hse has three storeys...nth big u may thing but he has a pool table at the top and he has a wine bar at the first floor...!! i lsot count of how many bottles of wine he has man...
cuz he was drowning me with all his expensive wine man!! i mean how gracious can a host be man...the food was awesome...cuz he hired some special cooks that specializes with BBQ food man...
like i went in and looked around for 5 mins...
after the 5 mins i was stunned and amazed for 50 mins...
den i enjoyed the wine and food for the next few hours...
den i went home and i was reminising the enjoyment i had in his he for de whole nite...


now i understand y most parents want their kids to be doctors....
CUZ DEY EARN BIG BUCK$$$$!!!!

i knw that this is something i'll neva forget...
the graceful host ...the succulent lamb ribs....the remarkably gd wine and brandy...their hospitality and their niece;]
haha
juz kidding...


haha







-ciaossu~~~!!!

Lappy i love u~~

YEAH....!!
I my lappy back l.iao
finally after more than a week
those dudes are cool la
they changed the whole screen!
yes ah!!



in between this week
i went -to WEST chalet
- night cycling till dun knw wad time in de morning.
- cycled from pasir ris to changi village, then back to pasir ris then cycled to Terminal 3, then back to pasir ris again in de morning.
- in between dat we went to a court and we all tried to dunk.which we did...have photos to prove.
- then we went to have a morning dip in the pool.(freaking cold.!!)
- then i finally buay tahan i slp
- woke up in the afternoons juz in time for the BBQ.
- den went to buy some mussles!!(which i spoilt in the end cuz add TOO much salt)
- den end up drinking vodka!![ 3 bottles were dere. i helped with 2.]
- i caught a mysterious cold and ended up sleeping till 1 am.
- woke up and found desmond and Weechong half drunk;]
- den dey went to 7-11 to buy 1 more bottle of vodka and they both finished it pure
- end up they got drunk and went on a vomitting frenzy.
- they vomit we take care of them till dawn like dat den rain....
- den we slept and we all went home b4 de cleaners blames us for the vomit in the toilet!
- in the bus i slept till i reached TPY
- went home to shit and slept again!! woot!!


thats roughly all de things i did that was worth to mention and in between weechong getting drunk and vomitting frenzy was some messed up crap he blurt out whuch i will not mention!!haha
i can only sae : 一！二！ 三！.......四....啊啊啊啊啊啊！！！

haha
only west peeps that were awake at that moment knws wad i'm toking abt.haha
well
will post the pics as long as i get it !!






ciaossu~~~!!

stagnant

my blog has gone stagnant
almost barren
but hey
you knw y?
its obvious
cuz i lazy to update already
haha
see
lazy to continue
cuz i writing a story
i will post it as soon as i finish
maybe la. . .


ciaossu~~~

stupid melanie made me do this retarded quiz...

START!

Rule #1 People who have been tagged must write their answers on their blogs and replace any question that they dislike with a new question formulated by themselves.

Rule #2 Tag 5 people to do this quiz and those who are tagged cannot refuse. These people must state who they were tagged by and cannot tag the person whom they were tagged by continue this game sending it to other people.

1.Do you have secrets?

duh

2. Would you fall in love with a girl younger than you?

probably?

3. Do you enjoy going to school?

hell no

4. What is your current dream job?

pro boxer

5. Will you fall in love with your best friend?

yes,i had

6. Which is more blessed, loving someone or being loved by someone?

both

7. Will you forgive the person who had play around with your feelings?

see my mood

8. If the person you like knows you like him/her, what would be your reaction if he/she said yes?

I will run to west, climb on top of the monkey bar,flip down,sprain my ankle and crawl home,happily.

9. Is there anything that made you extremely happy?

ok la...hai hao hai hao

10. What takes you down the fastest?

a gun,or planet nebiru

11. How would you see yourself in 10 years time?

i would sae" damn,u're getting old man!"

12. Who is currently the most important people to you?

myself

13. What is/are the most important thing(s) in life?

my lfe

14. Would you rather be single and rich or married but poor?

i need love . . . not money,,,love:)

15. What your favourite colour?

black& red & white

16. Would you give your all in a relationship?

see with who lo...u give some,i'll give more.

17. If you fall in love with two people simultaneously, who would you pick?

most probably both...

18. Would you forgive and forget no matter how horrible a thing the someone has done?

depends...its for me to decide if u'll get to see te nxt sunrise.

19. Will you confess to the person you like/love?

is to see if i dare to go the person first,then i'll think if i should confess...but ya...of course will la

20. 5 people i'm gonna sabo:

1)Chun Hao

2) Samantha

3) alan

4) Nelson

5) Arthur

long awaited update

haha
long time neva update my blog
lazy i guess
haha
woot
went to ubin today
15th nov
went to cycle like mad and feed those poor hungry mosquitoes
we reached like around 12 or wad ba
den rent bike to cycle around ubin and stuffs,
haaha
WC and SW had to share those dual bikes cuz SW cant cycle and WC had to cycle her cuz he was de one who actually insisted that he could teach her to cycle within an hour and since she didnt wanna ride a single bike, WC had to cycle with her and they got stuck together with a lousy two sitter bike , hwich BTW tire punctured half way when we got lost and had to go back to where we started to go switch with another lousy 2 sitter bike.lol
den we went to chek jawa eventually and we saw a wild boar near the entrance when we were parking our bikes outside,alan even saw piglets with it and i only saw 2 of them cuz he said there were 3 piglets following the big boar,
then we went in to the chek jawa de seaside dere and saw a lot of mudskippers and mister lived-too-long-in-the-city Dao got so amazed by the giant mudskipper that he saw,haha
wth
mudskipper onli.relax la alan!!
hhaaha
den we went to take a view in top of the viewing tower inside chek jawa and well,didnt stay long cux kinda getting crowded by tourists and so we left for the harbour and went home after a dinner,which we ended ourselves with nelly, chang and jackie together to go to 50 plus basketball court to TOK people ...lol
ok la
quite tired liao but still can manage to keep winning ah
haha
okok
go slp liao
bb'



ciaossu~~~~!!

nb have to do quiz

1. The person who tagged you is?
:Arthur

2. Your relationship with him/her?
:Friend

3. Your 5 impressions of him/her.
1)a hiah
2)WPZ
3)westernity
4)nipple king
5)the man with the iron nipples


4. The most memorable thing he/she had done for you.
:err....haha
5. The most memorable thing they had said to u?
:kerm u can write a book.
7. If he/she becomes your lover, thing he/she has to improve on will be?
:reincarnate into a girl.
8. If he/she become your enemy, you will?
:ignore him
9. (Repeat Question)????

10.What is it you want to tell him now?
:thks weizi
11.Your overall impression of him is?
:indestructble nipples
12.How do u think ppl around you will feel about you?
:retarded
13.The characters you love of yourself are?
:being neutral
14.On the contrary,the characters you hate yourself are?
:being a chicken
15.The most ideal person you want to be is?
:writer
16.For people that care and like you, say something to them.
: i love you

17.Pass this quiz to 10 people that you wish to know how they feel about you
1: ChunHao
2: Nelson
3: alan
4: Arthur
5: Zehao
6:jacke
7: gian jie
8: Zhihao
9: Rachel
10: Melanie

18. Who is no. 6 having relationship with?
:dun knw?
19. Is no. 9 a male or female?
:a retard
20. If no. 7 and 10 are together, will it be a good thing?
:Impossible
21. What is no. 2 studying about?
:O'level
22. When was the last time you had a chat with no. 3?
:Yesterday
23. What kind of music band does no. 8 like?
:Pop
24. Does no. 1 have any siblings?
:considered so ba...
25. Will you woo no. 3?
:hell no...he'll date-rape me...
26. How about 7?
:no ba...he molester
27. Is no. 4 single?
: most prob...are u??
28. What is the surname of no. 5?
:CHANG
29. What is a hobby of no. 10?
:watch anime?
30. Does no. 5 and 9 get along well?
:dey better...
31. Where is no. 2 studying at?
:1st TP
32. Talk about something for no. 1.
: my tag team tkd partner...
33. Have you tried developing feelings for no. 8?
:we are too alike so no point...like mirror to mirror...
34. Where does no. 9 live?
: amk?
35. What colour does no. 4 like?
:not sure...i knw white...but uh...black?
36. Are no. 1 and 5 best friends?
:they are hao's...like duh...
37. Does no. 1 have any pets?
:he got a imaginary fren named BOB
38. Is no. 7 the sexiest person in the world?
:no...i am...haha
39. What is no. 10 doing now?
:slping?

few days

woah
few daes since i posted man
haha
too lazy to type liao

was busy thinking bout my life
i am planning man
fore sight a little
haha
but
nth much poped up man
haha