it is what it seems?

it came suddenly and it left suddenly
we always say life is like a show
u go and entertain the world and soon the show ends and curtain closes and u take your bow
is it what it is when we all know that we will die when we grow old
we all seem to know that we will die
than i ask what is the meaning of life itself??
if you asked a maschosistic person, he will tell you its meaningless
and if you asked a Philandraphist , he will tell you its as simple as making everyone else around you as happy as they will feel
but which of the both is telling you the truth?
is it that the maschosist is telling you a statement of self denial or is it that the philandraphist is just too optimistic?
if you asked me...

pain is the only way you can clearly prove that you are still alive
if a person breaks your heart and you feel sad bout it
if you get hit on the head
if you get stabbed in the palm
you will clearly feel these pain and feel it deep you will
thats because you can feel them thatyou can assure yourself you're still "alive"
emotionally and physically

where as being philandropic is an act that not only brings joy to others but it is an act that will bring joy to your own heart
the joy you get from helping others is not a sense of some measurable by the efforts you put in
but it is so much as even helping a lost soul find their way thru a crowded street or helping an elderly cross a bustling road.
any common people will think that this is a mere act of daily courtesy but u may have not seen the picture as a whole for you see, the lost soul may be on their way to find their loved ones and you helping with his directions will save him alot of time that they can use to save with their loved ones and when you help the elderly cross the road, you may have indirectly saved their life because as you see , elderly people will tend to faint when the weather is chaning indefintely,especially when they are ill from the start,and with u as an helping hand, they might still faint, but at least u will be there to help them off the bustling road and prevent a life-ending accident..

i'm not saying that i'm a philandropic-maschosist but i can't deny the fact that i think that the way they prove how they feel about life is definitely a way which i think is the real way of how we should prove that we are alive

people may buzz thru the streets all day but most of them are mere shells , hollow and empty inside. they have lost their senses on the most basic stuffs.they have taught themselves to not torture themselves with earthly emotions and so they are nothing but mere shells

whist zombie-ing thru the streets,there will be certainly some poor souls that will just seat by the streets selling cheap stuffs such as tissue papers or some simple items but no one would really patronize them,even though we all knw that those people are probably depending on our money to help them thru their day,we still don't patronize dem...

this may not really be seen as an generous act and it may even be seen as an business transaction to some...but when they stand there all day and earn only those mesely amounts of cash and coins they have gotten,they would thank god rather than curse the rest of the world that didn't buy stuffs from them...

are they the real philandropic ones or us?

i think that the reason why the world is gonna end soon is not because of all the blunderous acts we had made but its because we are slowly lacking the basic nessecities to stay alive...
no wonder they sae the world is dying soon...and it wont matter if its global warming thats doing it...cuz we're all gonna be half dead hollow zombies before we know it...maybe sooner...