2 more daes man!!

hey hey!!
its the 6 th of Oct when i wrote this post so its gonna be 2 more daes to my 18 th birthday man
i feel quite vexed man
i'm in a relationship crisis man
have no special someone to celebrate with me man
hahaha
its not that my pals aren't special enough but its just that my social circle is right now kinda like paired up man...i sae it out loud and proud that i ENVY dem...its not a matter of enjoying freedom or not but i feel lonely when i see westies slowly have GFs den my school pals are rather active as well...sian
but nvm ah...i want to have a long term relationship 1 ba...i think its sort of a "love retribution" i think...a girl dat i used to like asked me if i believed in this...and i can tell u now that i still believe it...believed it then,believe it now!
i had a relationship that i didn't cherish in the past man...had like this puppy love thing but i kinda lied to her that it was a serious thing but than i broke up with her cuz i think i got bored of it le ba....think that retribution happened..she was the last girl that was my GF...hop that this retribution thingy would just wear off if its true man...haha
enough of the emo flashback man....


i learnt that every person learn from their mistakes....i made a lot of mistakes with relationships in the past man...probably the main reasons why i still dun have a GF ba...like i cared too much...den i cared too little...den i didn't even bothered bout her...i think i kinda knw wad crappy stuffs i did le so..ya...thks cupid...thks for not helping me man!


lol
ok liao la

ciassu~~~!!