somethings missing

i got this wierd feeling that something is missing...
i lost that feeling one night when i took the bus with someone on the way to her place...
someone told me a wierd news and my heart beat when faster...my mind went blur...
she told me it was a lie...but it turned out to be true...she lied bout it being a lie...
nvm
i saw her with another guy...i went up to see if it was true...made me look like a damn fool...
i went back down...feeling a little blue...not knowing what to do...but then i see u..
u were walking around with that other fool...not bothering me but i'd mind when u walk around me as if i can't see you two...
then i made up my mind not ever to want to see you...
i told my friends shit about you...
i told them to hit the other fella when they see the both of you...
but in my mind there was still you...
now i lost that feeling...
and i couldn't find it back...
guess my heart is numb now...
thats all thks to you...
if i ever see you...
i wont make myself hate you...
i'll remind myself i once liked you...
and treat u how i used to...